Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I blabbered, she rambled

Surbhi: y dont u start ur own blog
Rahul: what?
Surbhi: kisi aur ke blog ka link kyun daal rakha hai
Rahul: hmmm how is it?
Surbhi: okay hai seems abhi start ki hai blogging
Rahul: btw vo dono mere blogs hi hai.... ;)
Surbhi: abey rehne de
ho hi nahi sakta
Rahul: ok factually vo dono blogs mene individually likhe hai
no contributions... Rahul is my alias on neto and blogosphere
and y is that vo mere nahi ho sakte?>
Surbhi: naa they r not urs
i read them again
Rahul: y is that ?
Surbhi: none of Rahul is there
Rahul: i m confused
Surbhi: in those writings
Rahul: so? i dont hv to use my name
Surbhi: arey i meant none of Rahul's way of talking is there in the blog
Rahul: oops
Surbhi: blog is ur reflection..and i dont see that there.
Rahul: aha
which one in particular r u talking abt?
the frustation one or mutinous?
Surbhi: abhi jo latest hai
that only i read
Rahul: frustated one... that was genuinely out of frustation
Surbhi: LOL
ya the frustration was all over there
Rahul: ha ha
Surbhi: lol mutinous one to is definitely not u
u and gals................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rahul: ha ha
i cant believe it
Surbhi: what
Rahul: that u dont believe that its me
Surbhi: mutionous ka last para padhke to bilkul nahi
Rahul: k. no comments
Rahul: i give up
Surbhi: ab if u r saying its u..then nice start..
Rahul: ha ha
finally
Surbhi: even i have been planning since long............................................
Rahul: i know it took me more than a year to start it
Surbhi: but its still under planning...................
dont know when wud i actually go for it..
Rahul: i can undrstnd
Surbhi: any advice on how to just start..............
Rahul: the first one 'Mutinous' I had written for a frnd
my frnd needed blogs for his company
so i wrote that one for him
than the 2nd one is pretty recent one and was out of shear frustation
Surbhi: lol haan jab job chodne ki dhun lagi thi?
Rahul: abhi bhi hai
Surbhi: not yet subsided?
Rahul: nope and wont
Rahul: the decision is almost final but needs a good offer
Surbhi: par yahan pe aajkal jo bhi new joining ho rahi hain..koi kahin ke cio ki beti hai
to koi army bande ki
to koi kahin ki
Rahul: he he
Surbhi: and why do u want to come to my company?
mba ka kya hua???? not preparing??
PG karle yaar, aur kuch mat soch
Rahul: ha ab cat ki preparation hi karni padegi
aur cat bhi na hua to agle saal gmat
Surbhi: ok not thinking of gmat?
Rahul: I want to shift to some cultured and organized company
some thing into main consulting
Surbhi: kitna bhi karle.......the benchmarking between UGs and PGs is so vast na...
Rahul: i know
Surbhi: that frustration levels really are like u had!!
Rahul: but most analysts are UG's
Surbhi: so what .y do u want to do what most of the analyst does!!
dont become a part of this rat race..
Rahul: if i get to work for only a year even into some main stream consulting company, applying for gmat wud be piece of triple truffle
Surbhi: rather be ahead of time yaar......
Rahul: in any case i hv to go for my mba
yaar mere room mate ne din raat daalke 750 laaya tha gmat me aur uski himmat hi nahi ho rahi apply maarne ki
he is still trying for cat
Surbhi: kyun nahi ho rahi?..for financial reasons?
Rahul: i cannot comment, its actually bcoz he is too ambitious and recession times are making it harder plus he does not have good academics or an exceptional experience to land up in the Bschool zone he desires to go
(i.e. top 30 b schools in the world)
Surbhi: for me more important is to be in the right course with right frame of mind
okie let me read
Rahul: well its not easy to convince.
for me going to TISS wud be a difficult decision and may not be a difficult for many
Surbhi: i know..for me i want to have the college experience back. to have the independence to think and innovate back..to have the clarity of thoughts back.......more importantly to get out of this corporate crap for some time
Rahul: bulls eye. I love the corporate exp i hv and wud like to continue but going into a different pay zone i need to hv a good mba
one subtle blog i had read recently and liked http://apurba20.sulekha.com/blog/post/2008/12/swapping-in-more-ways-than-one.htm
Surbhi: ditto
good style of writing
let me read it complete
Surbhi: did u bump into this blog while digging for six sigma??
Rahul: nope
he he
but i did notice it, just like u
Surbhi: loll
Rahul: and i loved it
Surbhi: yeah its a very nicely written blog
as lucid as it can be
Rahul: 'ignorant unfamiliarity breeds immense admiration'
Surbhi: lol
Rahul: i m a fan of this guy
Surbhi: but isn't it true
Surbhi: something what we call in hindi proverb..door ke dhol suhaawney
Surbhi: waise finalllyyyyyyyy i am doing 2 things i always wanted to do
one is salsa......and the other is drowning!!
Rahul: drowning?
and how do u succeed in that? i dont think u r doing it rite since u r alive talking to me now
Surbhi: lol drown karte karte swimming aa hi jayegi na
Rahul: got it
Surbhi: lol good!
Surbhi: where do people get such writing skills from
i really wonder
meri to ek sop likhne mein hi band baj gayi thi
Rahul: he is atleast 27 years elder to us and to top it she is a bengali. Bengalis live n die reading novels and stories honing their writing skills
Rahul: now thats interesting i can see a blog coming up from this conversation
Surbhi: lol i see blog coming from everything i speak
par kabhi likhne ki himmat nahi hoti
Rahul: more interestingly he portrayed himself as a married woman and wrote such a lucid one
Surbhi: arey i read an interesting one liner yesterday..
Rahul: and that is
Surbhi: God is watching us, least we can do is be entertaining!
Rahul: godly
u ever played PC games?
Surbhi: bohot kam
why
Rahul: so u wud know what godly means!
Surbhi: what ?? tell me
Rahul: well there are 3-5 levels which starts as 'plz dont hurt me'
'i m a baby'
'don't hurt me'
'u better mind ur work'
' i'll beat the shit out of u'
'i m insane'
'i m godly'
Surbhi: ok u talking bout those fight games where u choose one character..
Rahul: nope... that is the level of difficulties
he he
Surbhi: loll
Rahul: ha ha
i wish i can post this entire conversation as a blog
wud defintiely be fun
Surbhi: ha ha
i am sure
Rahul: and interesting as well
Surbhi: i am sure lot of insane ppl like me out ther who might actually enjoy this!!
Rahul: he he
we just hope
Surbhi: good we have hope....just shows we are not hopeless :D
Rahul: do u believe we have been chatting since the past 1 hr
and also shows how vella we r
Surbhi: ha ha
Rahul: ha ha
Surbhi: or how we don't wanna do our work!!
Rahul: its funny to see colleagues noticing u giggling while chatting
online
Surbhi: and that too with a smile that goes from one ear to other!!
Rahul: ha ha
i m speechless, i cant stop giggling
Surbhi: ditto!!
oh god my boss just stood up..i literally covered my mouth with hand!!
Rahul: ha ha
my boss watches me surfing all the time and never has the guts to comment or point it
gaash i love my job
Surbhi: loll same here....even i love my job
but given we both get a chance next second and we both wud shift jobs :D
Rahul: i wud hv loved it more if it wud hv been ur organization
what a thought. how do we read each others thought
Surbhi: 'ignorant unfamiliarity breeds immense admiration'
Rahul: ha ha
too good
Surbhi: loll
Rahul: but that entertainment thing was truly godly
Surbhi: yeah even i loved it!
Rahul: i m sure he is loving our conversation if he is online
Surbhi: ya after all we are entertaining!!
Surbhi: lol okie hope u find a fundoo heading too!!
rathery godly heading:d
Rahul: ;)
Surbhi: chalo over and out!!
and last one......early to bed early to rise work like hell but advertise...
so lemme advertise:)
Rahul: ha ha
Surbhi: oye bas oye aaj ka quota complete
kitna hasega
aas paas waley sochenge ke job ka sadma lag gaya hai

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Work out your frustated constipated ass


On another casual fine frustrating morning of march the year 2009. A hard working employee came to know about one more opportunity slaughtered in the name of regionalism, language, sex or religion in our secular, sovereign democratic republic of India. Just because you are a high performer does not imply that all good opportunities are meant for you. This happens once in a while is just an illusion and actually a cliche. The opportunities never come
Oh there is a new project absolutely matching your experience and skill set but then you are doing good in your present responsibilities. And the client is happy about your performance and might not accept your change to some other team.

The other client is introducing new systems and you can fit in there but its a long process of moving you from the present project to a different project. The present project manager won't let you shift.
Well we have heard it time and again and lets hear it once more - if the management wants to screw you there is nothing you can do.

One reason why people tend to do their masters after a certain amount of corporate experience was now well experienced and felt by me. I wished I was never bitten by the CAT bug but it was imminent and inescapable. One significant discovery about myself can be well attributed to this Corporate world, the capacity to work harder than I could have imagined as a college student and manage an entire team with out even being a designated senior.

I have loved working at my first and present job and would continue to, but the lack of appreciation has gone beyond my self respect and ego. The joy of problem solving and doing things beyond one's imagination has kept me hooked but its time that I let all the hard earned respect, knowledge and experience go and start my own business with no one to manage me.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009